2003-09-16

bloody dreams are keeping me up nights, and if that wasn't bad enough now B-Af and J-Lo have split up! My life is a mess...

I keep having these nightmare type experiences where there's a really heavy scene with someone I know, or someone I used to date, or a friend - someone that I have some knowledge of and a connection with. And they always (in the dreams) point at me accusingly and register whatevevr nasty incident has happened in that particular dream to be my fault. Good gracious, I don't know what my psyche is trying to throw at me here, but why the sudden feeling of responsibility for other people's happiness?

I have been having a great week apart from the whole dream weirdness, and my close friends have actually been showing me gangloads of support in helping me to get my bags selling and to get stuff organized for the nuptials (still going ahead). I wonder what I have done to warrant this level of support, but I think questioning it too much is going to make it go away so I am just accepting and being happy.

My bestest friend in the whole off-of world, Noosa Girl, fell through the mezzanine level of the video store she works in yesterday. Despite crashing to the ground ten feet below where she started she emerged with a bruised elbow - AND THAT'S IT! Maybe she really has watched Xmen one too many times and by some crude process of sci-fi transference she has become Rubber Girl... anyway, she's amazing and I will certainly buy her workout video when she releases one after the round of chat shows and celebrity interviews that being Rubber Girl (and living in Noosa) has destined her for.

Aw crap, work calls. Better scurry like a good little mouse.

bitch - moan