2004-01-04

Ah well, the last day of holidays...

But I have a tan (yeah, yeah, if smoking doesn't kill me melanoma will, I know), have been drunk often and hilariously, have slept mucho hours, cleaned the house, written letters, fixed my computer - I feel pretty good about life actually! I guess this bonhomie will wear off after a few days back at work but I am hoping that my rested state will mean i have a bit more emotional resilience so that i can at least wait to get home before bursting into tears.

I continue my quest of sensorial fulfilment and have committed myself to eating and drinking at least one yummy thing every day, and to allowing myself the pleasure of my own company at least five times a week. Considering that my libido has only recently made a dramatic re-appearance this is a pretty high target but I am sure with the right kind of mental stimuli I can achieve this goal. Perhaps I need a trip to Club X for some additional thought-provoking material.

Getting the band back together, writing some more music charts and teaching myself Spanish - si, habla poco espanol! What more could a gal do to make sure her life is interesting? Oh alright, I could practice my spy skills or abseiling, but I think i am busy enough for a couple of weeks at least. We'll see how the first week back at work goes...

bitch - moan