2005-06-29

jumpy inside feelings cause of the whole work thing...
... no job, bills pending, could get worried but wouldn't mind some time doing something real in the real world.

am going to be doing the Dip Ed, becoming a teacher, moving into that weird arena. Maybe I'll do the Dip Ed but won't end up being a teacher, I'll just be a workshop leader or crazy arse arts moll. Maybe I'll fall in love with a 14 year old student and have his babies... eeeeew! no thanks. I remember what my brother's socks were like when he was 14, and I would hardly call it a romantic age.

Wouldn't mind a sugar daddy, maybe I'll find me a principal who'll let me sit on his knee at lunchtime and read him stories from the "Big Book of Naughty Teachers". hahahahahahahahaha, the mental visual on that cracks me up.

Am desperately in need of the gym. Can feel my muscles deteriorating as I sit cramped in the chair in front of the puter.

Am desperately in need of one of the weird strawberry flavoured Turkish biscuits I found at the odd little milk bar up the road. Perhaps if I didn't eat so many weird and highly fattening foods I wouldn't need to go to the gym quite so badly.

Geez, truth and consequences

CLM is on holiday, LBB is in Europe now (back in August hooray), don't want to seem too eager with anyone else, have no sex drive left anyway, need to fire up the fire inside but am left feeling cold at the thought of the effort required.

This is the Hiber Nation

bitch - moan